Wednesday, August 31, 2022

Day 900, Quasi-Quarantine: "Fiskadoro" Offers Existential Postcards From A Fading World


" ... But, for now, each time the boy witnessed the sunrise he saw it for the first time.
"There was something to be envied in that. In a world where nothing was familiar, everything was new. And if you can't recall the previous steps in your journey, won't you assume you've just been standing still? If you can't remember living yesterday, then isn't your life only one day long?"

Denis Johnson's post-apocalyptic tale is fully imagined, a mythical and meandering portrait of the life fashioned by los desechados -- the discarded or rejected as a result of nuclear fallout. 

"They'd always been confident that the sea would bring home a warrior, that the sand would whirl into the shape of a President, and that from time to time in their lives people would be met with who would show them the way. But they'd expected to meet these figures only in dreams."

"Fiskadoro" peddles in deja vu, exploring the symbolism of naming in a society where names convey importance. Small communities crop up in the former Florida Keys, featuring a hybrid language, the abandonment of clothing, and the embracing of mystical belief.

"They came around and for once stood quietly in one place, tipping their heads, closing their eyes, and listening as if this music came from far away, or as if they were remembering it fondly from a time in their lives more sensible and beautiful than this one."

With similarities to "Station Eleven," imagery plays an outsized role, encapsulated by a truly harrowing depiction of being lost in the ocean. The dissonance and fever-dream quality of the novel are not universally appreciated, but lend "Fiskadoro" a unique quality.

"It's an odd case of a book that succeeds in everything but its subject -- or at least is marred by the shadow of its very premise," wrote Eva Hoffman of the New York Times.

While the title character struggles to come of age in an era of recurrent loss, Fiskadoro eventually takes a back seat to the driven Mr. Cheung and his mother, Grandmother Wright. As we follow their yearnings and recollections, we become lost in their quests for dignity in a world stripped of purpose, meaning, and attachment.

"With some anxiety about being so direct, he got right to the question. He pointed off toward the northern horizon as far as their vision would carry, and brought his finger around in an arc through the chambers of the sky over the Ocean and held it out to the south. 'I don't know what es,' he said.
"His teacher seemed to understand. 'I don't either,' he told Fiskadoro, 'but we're here.'"

Tuesday, August 30, 2022

Day 899, Quasi-Quarantine: The First Day Of School Brings More Tears Than Normal

 

Days of school: 1
Lockdown count: 1

Be better, America.

Monday, August 29, 2022

Day 898, Quasi-Quarantine: Preach, Pam

 

Capturing the big Monday energy here.

Friday, August 26, 2022

Limerick Friday #555: The OBX Comes Through As Always -- Day 895

 
Beach days are the best
Feeling so blessed
The ideal to-do
Reading with a brew
Up on the crow's nest

Late-game saves
And everyday raves
But every day a welp
Can we get some help
And have somebody beat the fucking Braves?

"Better Call Saul" was never slow
The drama was go, go, go
The fans they did send
A beautiful end
To an unforgettable show

'Fins expectations are high
As spirals fill the sky
Can the offensive line need
Be offset by speed?
Questions as football is nigh

Good eats and drinks
Plenty of time to thinks
Horses along the sound
Jellies abound
As my stress level sinks



Thursday, August 25, 2022

Day 894, Quasi-Quarantine: Up Here, I'm Still Out There

 

The longest week ever is making me miss the shortest week ever.


Wednesday, August 24, 2022

Day 893, Quasi-Quarantine: "Hamnet" Imagines The Dynamics, Grief, And Pain That Inspired Shakespeare


"How can he live without her? He cannot. It is like asking the heart to live without the lungs, like tearing the moon out of the sky and asking the stars to do its work, like expecting the barley to grow without rain."

Based on conjecture about the life of William Shakespeare's son Hamnet, Maggie O'Farrell has spun a spellbinding tale of love, dreams, family, grief, and isolation. While there are a number of liberties taken and assumptions made, the book's payoff is well worth it.

"And Agnes finds she can bear anything except her child's pain. She can bear separation, sickness, blows, birth, deprivation, hunger, unfairness, seclusion, but not this: her child, looking down at her dead twin. Her child, sobbing for her lost brother. Her child, racked with grief."

Filled with procedural accounts of how the plague travels and letters wind about their journeys, "Hamnet" reduces Shakespeare to a minor character, not using his name and rendering his writing a vague abstraction. 

His wife, Agnes, is the star here, bringing to life an eccentric, unreachable woman who will go to any lengths to preserve the health of her three children. 

"She grows up feeling wrong, out of place, too dark, too tall, too unruly, too opinionated, too silent, too strange. She grows up with the awareness that she is merely tolerated, an irritant, useless, that she does not deserve love, that she will need to change herself substantially, crush herself down if she is to be married. She grows up, too, with the memory of what it meant to be properly loved, for what you are, not what you ought to be."

The twin dynamic between Hamnet and Juliet is heartbreaking, and the stunning story delivers a breathtaking conclusion as an examination of the pain that informs the very best art.

"What is given may be taken away, at any time. Cruelty and devastation wait for you around corners, inside coffers, behind doors: they can leap out at you at any moment, like a thief or brigand. The trick is never to let down your guard. Never think you are safe. Never take for granted that your children's hearts beat, that they sup milk, that they draw breath, that they walk and speak and smile and argue and play. Never for a moment forget they may be gone, snatched from you, in the blink of an eye, borne away from you like thistledown."

Tuesday, August 23, 2022

Day 892, Quasi-Quarantine: Christiel Farleybach Joins The Mets

 

Daniel Vogelbach is veering hard into folk-hero territory in New York these days, as his power hitting and general Chris Farley vibe have endeared him quickly to the Mets fanbase.

Somehow blending Farley and "King of Queens"-era Kevin James into, Vogelbach is the toast of the city.

Bonus points for the "Vogey" nickname in this household.

Thursday, August 11, 2022

Wednesday, August 10, 2022

Day 879, Quasi-Quarantine: The Unexpected Return Of "Westworld" Leaves Me Only With More Questions

 

I don't always know which reality we're in. 

I'm not always clear on which version of characters is taking place at any given time. 

I'm never positive about which timeline we're currently viewing.

Hell, I'm not even sure which characters are alive or dead, real or robotic.

Yet, with one more episode left in the fourth season of "Westworld," I'm still grateful that it's on the air. I'd assumed it was cancelled after a Michael Bay-ish third season, and HBO decided to under-hype its return in June.

I'm still here, holding on for whatever resolution we can find for Name That Rhymes With a Female Body Part.

Tuesday, August 09, 2022

Day 878, Quasi-Quarantine: Book 30 Is In The ... Well ... Books

 

I'm officially two-thirds of the way to my reading challenge of 45 books this year. 

The highlights so far?
  • "Men We Reaped," by Jesmyn Ward
  • "Cloud Cuckoo Land," by Anthony Doerr
  • "It Can't Happen Here," by Sinclair Lewis
  • "Anthem," by Noah Hawley
  • "Sea of Tranquility," by Emily St. John Mandel
  • "Hamnet," by Maggie O'Farrell
  • "Fiskadoro," by Denis Johnson
  • "White Noise," by Don DeLillo
  • "Under the Volcano," by Malcolm Lowry
  • "How High We Go in the Dark," by Sequoia Nagamatsu
With a beach trip looming, I can't wait to see what other gems the next few months bring ...

Monday, August 08, 2022

Day 877, Quasi-Quarantine: Keeping It Rolling In Queens

 

Taking four out of five from the hated Braves to go up 6.5 games in the NL East calls for an old-school "King of Queens" gif.

In this episode, Doug may or may not have been ejected after going onto the field to get a foul ball for Arthur to atone for calling him a "demented old circus monkey."

LFGM.

Friday, August 05, 2022

Limerick Friday #554: Dolphins Ownership A Forking Joke Once More -- Day 874

 
Every try is a loss
For an idiotic boss
Brings the franchise shame
Incompetence, your name
Is one Stephen M. Ross

A trade deadline passed
Met beat writers aghast
"Make a trade!" they wrote
"For anyone!" they emote
But team chemistry is here to last

A pastime he loved fully
A game he never announced dully
The voice of baseball
A treat when he was on the call
Rest in doubleheaders, Vin Scully

To Mets fans, he's the bomb
With fanfare and aplomb
He returned with the heat
But can he repeat?
Welcome back, Jacob deGrom

A laughingstock once again
Lost draft picks and a suspension
Even tampered the wrong way
It's got to get better someday
But holy shit, fucking when?!


Thursday, August 04, 2022

Day 873, Quasi-Quarantine: Movie Night Takes A Turn

 

"Sounds good, kids -- 'Scarface' it is!"

Wednesday, August 03, 2022

Day 872, Quasi-Quarantine: Catalog Offers Clinical Look At Beloved Books


Essentially a catalog, "The Top Ten: Writers Pick Their Favorite Books" is a handy resource for avid readers looking to find overlooked or forgotten books. Editor J. Peder Zane convinced 125 writers to contribute their personal top-10 lists, with 18 electing to describe a favorite work in less than 100 words. 

If you're looking for much beyond a pure collection of novelist-cited books, this isn't for you. However, the short descriptions and rankings of each of the mentioned books are extremely useful for those seeking recommendations, making this a collection likely to be referred to over and over again.

Tuesday, August 02, 2022

Day 871, Quasi-Quarantine: As Camp Begins, A Look At The Dolphins' Undrafted Free Agents


The focus for the Dolphins in the undrafted free agent market was both lines of scrimmage, as Miami inked three defensive lineman and three offensive linemen among 14 rookie additions.

The pluses: The standouts in this group are Arizona State offensive tackle Kellen Diesch (No. 137) and Oregon safety Verone McKinley (No. 143), who were both in draft scout Dane Brugler's top 150 eligible players. 

In particular, Diesch as a development swing tackle is an interesting and important pickup for the franchise. At the back end of Brugler's rankings, the Dolphins landed South Carolina running back ZaQuandre White (No. 246), Ole Miss wide receiver Braylon Sanders (No. 249), and Idaho State tight end Tanner Conner (No. 269).  

The minuses: Where are the linebackers? 

Besides the above prospects ranked by Brugler and The Athletic, the 'Fins inked two more offensive linemen (Minnesota's Blaise Andries and Arkansas's Ty Clary, who was waived after failing a physical); three defensive linemen (Illinois's Owen Carney, Nebraska's Ben Stille, and Virginia Tech's Jordan Williams); and two cornerbacks (Louisiana Tech's Elijah Hamilton and Texas A&M-Commerce's Kader Kohou).

Miami signed as many punters (Florida International's Tommy Heatherly) as linebackers (Miami's Deandre Johnson), and I've long thought that the Dolphins are lacking quality 'backers.

The bottom line: It's always a borderline coup to land a project OL on the cheap, and that's what Miami could have in Diesch, who -- at 6-7, 303 pounds -- has good tools to work with. 

A lot could change at the tight end spot in the next year for the 'Fins, giving Conner a chance to stick as a practice squad player, and McKinley brings a nasty attitude that could serve him well on special teams and potentially down the road at the back end of Miami's secondary.

There is undoubtedly a crowded backfield for the Dolphins, but White could be a development prospect who could turn into a contributor if he can be taught patience. Sanders has been an early standout in training camp, lending credence to the idea that he could grab one of the final wide receiver spots on the active roster.

With such a small haul of drafted rookies this year, it's even more important than usual that Miami turn over every stone in its undrafted haul. You can believe that a new coaching staff is working hard to churn the bottom of the roster with newcomers who may be better fits for their new schemes.

Monday, August 01, 2022

Day 870, Quasi-Quarantine: The Champs Have Arriven

 

An exceedingly subdued celebration for this undefeated crew that won its 3-on-3 title by a resounding score of 21-2 (or thereabouts).

Some combination of not being challenged, domination becoming too much the norm, and unregulated chippiness from the other team led to a little rain on the parade. But that's part of learning, too.

Congrats, T-Wolves. Onward.